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Post by Soph on Feb 18, 2006 13:48:30 GMT
Ashley grimaced. "Ew now theres a sobering image if ever there was one."
Jay grinned wickedly and kissed her. "You think it would be too obvious if we did the same?" She cast a look at him over her shoulder and picked up his drink to smell it teasingly. "What happened to my conservative boyfriend?" She teased him.
"He got a hit and sexy girlfriend" He winked and pulled her to her feet. "Lets dance"
She went willingly as a slow song started and he pulled her close. "Mr romantic" She teased.
"You havent seen nothing yet baby" He whispered next to her ear and she giggled and rolled her eyes hugging him close.
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Post by Summer on Feb 19, 2006 16:53:35 GMT
Twenty minutes later, Holly came out followed by Dankou. He smiled at Ashley as they took their place on the dancefloor beside Jay and Ash. "That was awsome," Dankou whispered pulling Holly close and laying his chin on the top of her head. Holly smiled. "Yeah, it was." She layed her head against his chest and closed her eyes as they rocked back and forth to the beat.
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Post by Soph on Feb 20, 2006 19:35:44 GMT
Ashley smiled back and made a gagging noise into Jay's chest. "I know this sounds immature but the idea of anyone but us doing the dirty is somehow so gross" She shuddered.
He laughed at her innocence and blew into her ear softly. "Shes your sister Moosh.." he started but didnt get to finish as she gagged again."That makes it even worse!!" She told him and stuck out her tongue.
He just laughed down at her. "Imagine how bad youll be when Katie is older then" He mock teased, At that she turned pale and fainted in his arms.
He caught her in shock and moved to sit down with her on his knee. A minute or two later she opened her eyes again. "My little girl" She winced. "Can I give this baby back so i only have to go through it once,"
He went absolutely still. "What baby?" He whispered and looked down at her.
She wrapped her arm over her stomach protectively. "Im not sure yet but I think I might be pregnant" SHe murmured watching his face closely. "So much for waiting til Kate is a lot older."
She winced again as he hugged her too tight, "You trying to squeeze this baby out of me now?" She muttered sarcastically. "We need to go home to talk, I shouldnt have mentioned this now" Without waiting for him to move or not she orbed out taking him with her.
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Post by Summer on Feb 20, 2006 21:02:03 GMT
Holly stood there motionless. "Wat?" she whispered under her breath. "My baby sis? But..NO!" She orbed after Ash.
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As she followed Ashley, Holly felt an uneasiness in her stomach. Suddenly she felt a tug on her arm, and she was pulled back to the dance floor. "Dankou wat the hell?" She glared at him as he pulled her outside. She pounded her hands on her chest. " What the hell was that for?" He shhhed her. "Thats there business, Holly. Ashley will tell you that stuff when shes ready. Ok?" Holly glared at him and sat down on the grass. She put her head in her hands. "She's just my baby, sister. I can't let this happen to her like it did to me. She has her whole life in front of her!" Dankou put his arms around her once again. " I know, Hol. But that was her choice. Not yours. Shes almost an adult. You cant control her life!"
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Post by Soph on Feb 24, 2006 17:07:06 GMT
Ashley orbed home and immediately let go of Jay, He tried to put his arms around her but she pulled away.
"Im sorry its just its the last thing I expected, and if im honest wanted, im 16 Jay, I already have Katie and even that gets to me as much as I love her, I dont know if I can cope with this."
He studied her and then sat down. "You dont have to do this by yourself though, this is different, you have me."
She half smiled. "I know but I had you before and I still nearly cracked from the pressure, now a new baby and a toddler? And our baby will be even more magical, how can I handle that?"
She poured herself a glass of water and sat opposite him.
"Are you saying you dont want to have this baby?" He asked quietly.
"Im not even positive" She told him. "but you should know I would never do that"
He went to kneel in front of her.
"I know this is probably too soon, for both of us, but im still happy" He told her. "I love you and this feels right to me."
She sighed and lifted a hand to his cheek.
"Maybe, i have a big family to help out too, and you know i love you its not about that, but i AM only sixteen and with two kids!" She repeated starting to feel sick. "Just give me some time to process this, I need to think" She orbed out silently to sit on the top of the bridge.
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Post by Summer on Feb 24, 2006 21:11:18 GMT
A couple of hours later Holly and Dankou (including Jessie) knocked on Jay and Ashleys door. When no one came to the door, Holly closed her eyes and thought.
She could feel Jessica's presencce in her arms. So small and vulnerable. Jessies breath softly coming to Hollys ears. She could feel Dankous presence towering behind her. His hand layed slightly on her hip.
She could feel James inside, not doing much of anything. Just sitting around. And as she sorted through all of her familys presence, she finally found ashleys.
Ashley was sitting on top of the golden gate bridge staring. At what? Theres no way she could commit suicide. Thats just not Ashley.
Finally Holly opened the door with her free hand and walked into the house. Jay lay quietly on the couch, fast asleep.
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Post by Soph on Feb 26, 2006 19:28:45 GMT
Jay heard the door open and jumped up. "Ash?" He muttered sleepily and turned to face them.
He dropped his head when he saw who it was. "I thought... never mind"
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Post by Summer on Mar 15, 2006 13:19:11 GMT
Holly sat Jessica down on the floor and watched as the little girl ran to the play pen. She and Dankou sat down beside Jay. Holly layed her hand gently on top of Jay's. "Jay?" she whispered. "Are you ok?"
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Post by Soph on Mar 16, 2006 17:22:44 GMT
He looked over at the two little girls then at Holly. "Not really, im guessing you heard, and Ash is less than thrilled to say the least" He muttered and rubbed a hand wearily over his eyes. "Thers no point trying to follow her she could be anyway and shes moving so fast its impossible to track her" He carried staring at nothing in particular.
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Post by Summer on Mar 19, 2006 16:19:01 GMT
"Jay you just can't give up. I think Ashley's more scared then anything. You have to be there for her. I mean this is your baby to, right?"
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Post by Soph on Mar 28, 2006 17:25:16 GMT
"Dont you think I know that? that i want to be there for her? she wont even let me near her anymore" He told her.
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Post by Summer on Apr 7, 2006 20:21:55 GMT
Holly stared at him. "Im sorry!" she whispered. She stood up. "Im taking Katie, and she can stay at our house for the week. That gives you two plenty of time to talk things over, ok?" She went over to the play pen and picked both little girls up, each with one arm. She handed Jessica over to Dankou, where the baby snuggled up against her fathers chest. He smiled and rubbed her back.
Holly tickled Katie under the neck affectionately, as the little girl smiled, "Aunt Holly!"
Holly walked over to Jay and let Katie hug him. "Bye daddy!" she heard the little girl whisper. Holly knodded her good bye and went upstairs with Dankou to pack Katies clothes. thirty minutes later they were gone.
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That night as Holly sat with the two girl in the floor playing, Dankou brought in a pizza and sippy cups. Holly cut the slices up for the girls and smiled at Dankou. "I love you," she said curling up with him on the couch, but keeping a close eye on the girls. "I love you to angel" he whispered. "Any news from Ash or Jay?" Holly shook her head
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Post by Soph on Apr 8, 2006 17:33:46 GMT
Ashley waited until early hours of the morning before orbing back home. She orbed into her daughters room first and immediately started to panic at her empty bed, but common sense reassured her that shed have known if something had happened to her baby. She walked cautiously into her and Jays room and frowned at the empty bed, weary of the creaking stairs she orbed downstairs into the front room and smiled sadly as she saw him slumped into a chair. She closed her eyes and sensing that Katie was with Holly she breathed a sigh oh relief, she leaned over briefly to brush a kiss to his forehead, and she pulled back to orb away whispering "Im sorry" as she left.
Jay had been awake the second Ashley orbed into the room, but he kept his eyes closed to see what she would do, as he felt her kiss on his head and her whispered sorry he opened his eyes in time to see the white light as she left, and brushing away his own tears he stormed angrily out of the house.
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Post by Summer on Apr 8, 2006 19:02:13 GMT
Holly rolled over in the bed to snuggle closer to Dankou. She sighed when she heard an angry cry and struggled out of the bed and into Jessica's room. Katie was asleep in the crib across from Jessies. Katie slept soundly making little gurgling noises. Jessie was wimpering and struggling to get out of her crib. Holly carefully removed Jessica and took her into the living room, and snuggled with Jessica, who was laying on her chest. Jessie moved her hand down and rubbed Holly's stomach. "baby!" she whispered to herself. Holly smiled and kissed her head. "Yes Baby! How do you think your Aunt Ashley is doing angel?" Jessica frowned and shook her little head
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Post by Soph on Apr 9, 2006 15:57:51 GMT
Ashley sat exhausted on the top of the bridge looking down, she ignored the tears that burned her cheeks and tried to gain some control of her thoughts. Guilt enveloped her as she thought back to Jay's pale sleeping face, and she imagined her little girl at her sisters house and only felt worse.
"What the matter with me?" She muttered to herself. "I have Katie why is another baby such a big deal."
"Because now its you whos pregnant and youre carrying the baby, you wont have anything or anyone to blame if something goes wrong, if youre not a good mom" a voice inside her head reasoned and she closed her eyes against that. "are you really willing to risk losing the guy you love, your daughter, your family because youre scared of failing"
stunned at her own thoughts Ashley shook her head to clear it. "Im just 16" She muttered out loud. "Im not ready"
She got to her feet just as the baby kicked for the first time, and she stopped dead, sitting back down. Hesitantly she placed a hand on her belly and felt the kick again. Her tears were for a different reason as she orbed home and sat on the end of Katie's empty bed.
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